this is it.

yeah college.

I better not complain now because this is just the introduction for the rest of the years I will be in college. now, the quizzes are still easy. more like a review of what we had in high school but wait 'til second year and the succeeding years. man. I'm scared and excited. I don't know what will come but I'm eager to face it too.

i also took ROTC. military training. some say I had complicated my life even more when I enrolled but whatever. the uniform is all worth it. can't wait to see myself in those things!

however, the school uniform sucks. terribly sucks. looks like we're doing a folk dance or something. i'm trying to get used to it though. i try to smile when i see seniors in uniform but all i could push is a fake one. bleah! I'll get used to it.

oh shit.

i'm wearing that for five fucking long years?! great. just great. if i just don't love civil engineering, i'd take a diffrent course in another school just 'cause of the uniform but no. that's too petty. i have to prove that i have matured.

this is sort of a shock for me at first. well of course, i came from an all-girl high school and all of a sudden, we're just five girls in class? who wouldn't feel uncomfortable? well that was during the first week but now i'm progressing. i'm friends with a lot of my classmates! it's fun. really.