I'm a cadet applicant now and I am under training. oooh yeah baby, you read right. In fact our Final Rites will be this Saturday. boy, am I thrilled. I don't know if I'll ever get home one piece after the weekend. i'm scared and excited at the same time. most of my friends back in high school whom i met this week told me i lost weight. so that means our training isn't that rigid, eh? hehe... it's only been a month and they noticed the change. gawd.

      but don't get me wrong! i definitely do not have regrets. I'm happy with the mess I put myself into. I got myself 12 really good buddies and seven big brothers. even if i go home at 9 and wake up at 2, i'm loving every moment i spend in our unit. sometimes, i find myself wondering if I'll pursue my engineering course or proceed to military but i went to my mom about this (through a joke) and she said she won't allow me. oh well. that's ok though. I also want to graduate an engineer. military engineer? ...hmmmm. I'll think about that.

      the bottom line is...

      I'm happy. (regardless of the friggin' school uniform. at least i get to wear my fatigue uniform & combat boots! and next week, Battle Dress Attire! damn! how cool is that?!)

            xoxox happy Donee xoxox