Yeah... I'm kind of addicted to it, actually. God. I didn't know it's going to be addictive. It's what I do almost everyday. You know, updating and upgrading and editting pages. My mom gets tired of seeing me always out the house. It's either I'm at school (that would mean I'm either in class or in our HQ) or in an internet cafe. It's kinda fun, though. I always got something to do. Mom just doesn't understand my need to express myself and find an outlet to channel my creative ideas.

          Sometimes, it gets to me that I don't really wanna be a soldier. I'm just using the haggard military training to let out all my frustrations. See how badly frustrated I am?! That's because I've got so much energy but nobody gives me the chance to let it all out! She doesn't understand what I mean because she was born ages ago, that's one thing. I totally understand that although she doesn't understand me. Now that's unfair. But I'm not going to complain to her because then again, she wouldn't understand.

Is it my mom? ...or me?!

The age old question.

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